i Veren`t Sure what to put as the title for this one but i think its prety self explanotiry in a way.
I h ave not posted anything here for some time, Im still working on the pc project but since the parts are so hard to come by i am still waiting on most of them to arive. And with so much happening in the reall world i just havent had the motivation or strength to put as much effort and time into the blog as i would have liked to.
I've had visions and I've had dreams;
I've even held them in my hands,
But I never knew those dreams could slip right through
Like they were only grains of sand.
~Ray Boltz
-Don't be afraid to lose what was never meant to be
After the rain washes away the tears
And all the pain
Only after the rain
Can you live again
Willie Nelson, After The Rain -
Life's funny.
The constant cycle of emotions sending us on a ride that we have lost all control over, reminding us that no matter how much we want to have a commanding role in life we are powerless over our feelings.
It's rather amazing how one emotion brought on by one small event sends a ripple through our life and escalates from a tiny array of circles in a pond to a tidal wave with enough force to destroy an entire city,
It causes us to do things that we could never forgive ourselves for; things that will cause us to live in fear and regret for the rest of the short time we have left.
Without the mental capacity to control our actions, we have no choice but to succumb to the will of our emotions.
Life seems to be a constant attempt at breaking our will. It's a test of will power, and quite frankly only the strong can survive.
"It is a brave act of valor to condemn death;
but were life is more terrible than death, it is then the truest valor to dare to live."
- Thomas Browne
and with those words im signing off
